Chapter 872 The Envy of Affection
His heart was full of hatred for the Robinson family and his disgust for her, so how could he possibly fall in love with the daughter of his enemy and the person he hated? Besides, if he would have loved her, he would have fallen in love already, wouldn't he?
Then in the past, he would not have hurt her repeatedly, hurt her so deeply that in the past, she could only even forget him by hypnotizing him and letting go of all her feelings for him.
Of course, it was not that she did not believe he would fall in love with someone, but it could never be her.
So the love that came out of his mouth must be a lie, just a deception to the person on the other end of the phone.
She didn't really know, though, why she was deceiving the person on the other end, but it didn't matter, none of it was something she should be curious about.
Whether it was the person on the other end of the phone or the ridiculous confession that George made, she should not take it seriously and just treat it as a funny lie.
After all, if she took it seriously, she was sending herself into the abyss of doom.
Thinking of this, Jessie took a deep breath, then looked at the wards scattered in the garden and launched into a daze.
The garden was full of patients of all kinds, from the elderly and children, to pregnant women and disabled people, to couples in love with each other.
There was a couple just opposite Jessie. The man had hurt his foot, so the woman held up a sling bottle and sat beside him, talking with him.
The two have warm smiles and a cozy atmosphere. When they eat snacks, they even feed each other a bite from time to time, making them very affectionate and enviable to watch.
When Jessie looked at them, she couldn't help the slightest hint of envy in her eyes, envy of such a relationship, envy of such a love.
Although she did not know to what extent she had loved George in the past, what she was sure of was that she must have wished in the past that George would look at her, accept her feelings and then be well with her, as lovingly as the couple opposite.
Unfortunately, in the end, her wishes in the past were not fulfilled and she ended up forgetting everything.
Jessie's eyes were so focused that they drew the attention of the pair opposite.
The woman looked over towards her and asked her what was wrong.
Jessie's gaze wavered and snapped back to attention, shaking her head at the woman before replying with embarrassment, "Sorry, I was just looking at you guys with great affection and envy, so I was dumbfounded for a moment."
The woman laughed at her explanation, "So that's it, you must have suffered a love injury, right?"
Jessie froze for a moment, "How do you know?"
She was curious.
The woman laughed, "I can see it, and it's written all over your face. I have a friend who has also suffered a love injury and also likes to stare at other couples with envy in her eyes, just like you just did.
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"So that's how it is." Jessie nodded in a daze, then smiled as well, "Sorry for making you guys laugh."
"No, no." The woman waved her hand, "I can understand you, surely you still can't let go of your past feelings, right?"
Jessie blinked in surprise, "Why do you say that?"Content property of NôvelDra/ma.Org.
How was this possible!
She had forgotten all about George and her love for him.
This lady must be joking.
Jessie thought this in her mind.
However, the woman opposite said with a smile, "Because of the envy in your eyes, ah, if you really let go of your feelings, then you see us, is certainly not to reveal such envy, because the feelings that have been put down because of the love wound, only to resist the feelings, so how can envy. Envy means that you are still looking back on the past feelings."
Hearing the woman's words, Jessie's mouth opened, wanting to retort that this was not the case.
But for some reason, the words just wouldn't come out of her mouth.
She lowered her eyes and bit her lower lip, mentally beginning to doubt the woman's words.
Could it be that she really hadn't let go of her past feelings for George?
But how was this possible?
She'd forgotten about George.
No, perhaps this woman is right, she may not really have let go of her past feelings in her heart.
She did forget about George and her feelings for him.
This forgetting, however, was not a natural forgetting but an artificial intervention.
In other words, from the beginning to the end, she had not really forgotten George, and even more so, she had not really forgotten her feelings for George, she had just suppressed them in the deepest part of her heart, her memories and feelings still existed, but she just could not turn them over for the time being.
So since they exist, then naturally, the feelings were still there, and subconsciously, she was still recalling her past feelings for George.
It's just that she didn't realize it herself.
"Miss? Miss?" Seeing Jessie deep in thought, the woman waved her hand at her suspiciously.
The corner of Jessie's mouth tugged and she smiled shyly, "Sorry, I got lost in thought.
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"It's okay." The woman shook her head, then advised, "Miss, although I don't know what kind of love injury you have suffered, but looking at your emaciated appearance, it must be very serious, so I can't advise you in salvaging your feelings, but I hope you can think about it and think about how to deal with this heartbreaking, yet impossible to let go of all the time, only when you deal with it, your heart will be completely at peace and you won't be living in such a daze that you can't get out."
"Thank you, I will." Jessie stood up and gave her a grateful smile.
This lady was right, although she had forgotten her memories and feelings for George, her heart, however, still received some fluctuations and influences because of him.
So this was the aftermath of not completely letting go of her feelings for George.
Because there was no way to forget body memory.
So if she didn't face up to it and think about how to deal with her feelings for George, she would be led by George's nose all the time.
There would never be peace, even if she never remembered anything about him, but the physical memory would keep her living in a state of bewilderment for the rest of her life.
She didn't want that.
After saying goodbye to the couple, Jessie took a deep breath and walked towards the inpatient building, ready to go back and clean up the mess of glass fragments on the floor, while looking for a chance to talk to George.
Jessie pursed her lips for a moment, did not continue to think about it, and quickly entered the inpatient lift.
A short while later, she stepped out of the lift and arrived outside the door of George's ward.
Looking down, she noticed that the shards of glass in the doorway were gone and the doorway had been re-cleaned.
A look of surprise crossed her face, and then she looked up at the closed door in front of her, puzzled in thought.
He wouldn't have cleaned it, would he?
No, no, no, he had not even healed enough to make any significant movements, so it shouldn't be him.
But who it was, Jessie thought, the only way to find out was to go in and ask.
With that thought, she exhaled lightly, then raised her hand and knocked on the door in front of her, "Mr. Joe, are you asleep? Can I come in?"
Inside the door, George was leaning against the head of the hospital bed with his eyes closed, when he heard her voice, he suddenly opened his eyes and turned his head to look at the door of the ward, a trace of surprise flashed under his deep eyes.
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