Forbidden Desire

She seemed lost for a moment, but then she obeyed me. Before I knew it, we were almost landing in Korea. My heart was racing, and I found myself smiling, realizing I couldn’t stay away from that girl. Even though she was no longer a girl, she was a nymph, a devil inhabiting my most impure thoughts, and I wouldn’t restrain myself anymore since she wasn’t as innocent as I had imagined. Upon arriving at the airport, I hailed a taxi as it was late and went straight home. I needed to see Jane, and when I finally laid my eyes on her, she was standing on the stairs near the gate. Her face was wet with tears, but when she saw me, she lit up, melting me. No one had ever made me smile so easily; she moved me, and seeing her red face from crying made me want to protect her.

She smiled and ran down the stairs, jumping into my arms, and I ended up falling. I kissed her, tasting her delicious flavor, wondering if other parts of her were as tasty. I trailed kisses down her neck, and she smiled. I left a light bite on her, feeling her shiver; she moaned softly, and that alone was enough to make me hard. I grabbed her hips, making her grind against my erection, and she crossed her arms around my neck, kissing me intensely. We were almost having sex on that floor, and if it were up to me, we would do it right there. We broke our kiss, and I tangled my fingers in her hair, pulling slightly, whispering in her ear.

‘I’m dying to fuck you!’

She seemed startled, widening her eyes, making a funny face.

‘Here?’

I ended up laughing at her reaction, breaking the tension. She laughed too.

‘Not here, but you won’t escape tonight.’

She smiled, and I noticed her face was still a bit wet.

‘Why were you crying?’

She put her hands to her face, trying to hide, and got off my lap, standing in front of me.

‘It was nothing.’

I stood up, pulling her to me, looking into her eyes.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

‘Don’t lie to me, Jane. You know I don’t like it.’

She seemed to think for a moment and kept her head down when she spoke weakly.

‘Jinhee told me you traveled with your secretary, and I didn’t want to believe her, but then she told me to check Instagram, and I ended up seeing it was true.’

She started crying again, and I hugged her.

‘Hey! I did travel, but it was for work.’

I took her face in my hands, making her look at me as I wiped her tears.

‘And about Scarlet, she means nothing to me. I don’t feel anything for her.’

She nodded, and I kissed her lips.

“Now let’s go inside; it had to be Jinhee. Of course, before leaving, she had to sow seeds of discord. What time did she leave?”

Jane looked at me confused and said, “She didn’t leave. She’s in the living room drinking.”

“What?”

Anger consumed me, and I ran up the stairs because if she hadn’t left yet, she would now.

“Jason, calm down, don’t do anything stupid.”

The youngest followed me, and I could hear the desperation in her voice. I was so angry that when she tried to hold me back, I jerked away abruptly, and she looked at me, seeming scared.

“Don’t get involved in this, Jane! Go to your room!”

She looked at me in shock and left. I went to the living room, and when Jinhee saw me, she seemed numb from the alcohol, showing no reaction.

“I told you to leave my house.”

“Just like you said you don’t love me anymore, so your word means nothing.”

She laughed, and I realized she was drunk.

“Well, you’ll see how much my word means. You’re leaving NOW!”

I grabbed her arm, and she laughed, mocking me.

“What are you going to do, Jason? Hit me?”

“I’m going to kick you out of my house.”

“And then? Will you put the maid in my place?”

“What if it’s Jinhee?”

“Then I’ll thank God because it’ll be her who’ll have to put up with you, not me.”

Her mask had finally fallen; she was finally speaking her mind.

“Do you want to know the truth? I’m thanking God you found out because now I don’t have to feel obligated to have sex with you anymore. You want to know more?”

She smiled despite the tears streaming down her face.

“I WAS GROSSED OUT BY YOU! MY STOMACH TURNED JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU TOUCHING ME! EVERY TIME WE HAD SEX, I FELT VIOLATED! I NEVER LIKED YOUR KISSES, NEVER LIKED ANYTHING ABOUT YOU! YOU THINK YOU’RE HOT, BUT IN BED, YOU’RE NOTHING.”

Tears streamed down my face without me realizing it, which only made her smile even more. I always knew she didn’t orgasm, but to feel disgusted by me. I’ve never been so broken before; she was finally being honest, and no one had ever hurt me so much.

“I’M NOT TO BLAME IF YOU’RE A FRIGID BITCH!”

“Frigid?”

She laughed, and I could see the mockery in her eyes.

“Only with you because with Siwoo, I did everything! With him, I turned into a horny bitch in heat! I gave myself to him anywhere! I let him fuck me in every position imaginable! I moaned like crazy feeling his dick in places I never let you enter! He satisfied me! He got me all wet! He knew how to eat me out the way I love! He made me cum gallons! He’s a real man!”

She spat out the words, and my mind was on fire imagining the two of them together. I was so angry that I ended up losing control and went towards her. I was about to do something stupid, but when I saw her mocking smile, I realized that’s exactly what she wanted. She wanted me to do something so she could press charges and get all my money. So I stopped a few inches from her and said.

“You’re not worth it. Get out of here now, or I’ll call security to throw you out.”

“You wouldn’t.”

I picked up the phone, and she panicked.

“Jason, please don’t! Where will I go?”

“To hell! To a brothel! Anywhere, but you’re not staying in my house anymore.”

I searched for the security phone number on my cell phone, and she gave up.

“Okay! I’ll leave! But you’ll regret this!