I Missed You
After a very long time, I felt wanted.
After a very long time, I felt someone cared for me.
And this feeling is so good.
I know why my body is reacting to his every action because, the moment we enter this room, he has become my Sean, my old Sean. The one I used to love
The one who wanted me
“Let’s go inside before any of us catch a cold. Hmm?” He asked again after some time, and I did not reply.
“Hmm.” I nodded my head yes, and he scooped me into his arms.
I look into his eyes as he walks back to the room. His eyes were ahead. He drops me at the bed carefully, and, taking a remote, he closes the door back and dims the lights even more.NôvelDrama.Org owns © this.
As if my eyes had stuck on him and I was just noticing his every action.
I know for a fact that whatever he is doing has a reason, and I want to know if there is anything other than the money.
He dropped his body on me and took a deep breath as if, finally, he had gotten back home after so much stress.
I closed my eyes when I started getting some feather-touch kisses on my neck, and his hand came up to my breast and he pressed it sensually. Closing my eyes, I welcome all the pleasure, and as he promised, this will be the longest two days of my life.
When I woke up, I found myself alone in the room, and I felt somehow disappointed because it’d been two days since Sean was always around.
I can’t even forget our make-out session yesterday morning, which continued till the shower and after breakfast, then lunch and after dinner, and the middle of the night.
He has exhausted me to no end, but again, no complaint because whatever happened was with my consent, and I have no regret.
Yes, I did not want to do this, but his one-touch melted me as if the ice melted when it came in contact with fire.
And this time I wanted to burn myself in that fire, and I will never regret the time I have spent with him in these two days. I am going to cherish this.
I looked at the clock on the table, and it showed me the time of 11 a. m.
I got up from my bed and took a step, but I winced the moment a sharp pain shot up there. Gosh, this man is a monster in bed.
And I wonder where he gets so much energy. We have done nothing apart from passionate sex in the past two days.
This room must smell like sex, I guess.
With difficulty, I walked ahead, finished my business, and discarded my clothes. I stood under the warm shower, and that hot water soothed my skin instantly.
After having a bath, I notice my clothes hanging behind the door, and I smile, looking at his thoughtfulness. Because I know it’s him who has hanged them.
Wearing them, I walk out, and I know I can go down now as he has already left.
I just want to see Bella as soon as possible. I am so done watching her on Sean’s phone. Whenever I missed her, he showed me what she was doing. Hence, I got to know he has access to all the rooms, and he has a camera everywhere.
“Surprise-surprise!” I call out, looking at her doing her coloring while sitting on the chair in the garden.
“Mumma.” She looked up and ran up to me, looking happier, and jumped on me like a monkey, and I giggled looking at her.
“I missed you.” She hugged me tightly, and I noticed her broken voice. I knew she was crying, and instantly I felt guilty for leaving her alone for two days.
“I missed you, my love,” I whisper when I get tears in my eyes.
“Why did you leave me behind?” She asked again with a broken voice, and her question even broke my heart.
‘Now how to counsel an innocent soul where I was and what was the reason I was there for?
The happiness I was feeling in the morning flew out of the window, and guilt consumed me instantly upon hearing her.
I know she was safe and doing everything properly, but what I missed looking at was that she was quiet. In the last two days, I haven’t seen her playing or doing any fun activities.
Whenever I saw her in front of the camera, either she was sleeping, coloring, or eating.
Suddenly, I felt she had lost some weight. I am sure she is not eating properly.
What kind of mother am I?
I shouldn’t have left her for anything.’ I gulped, forming a knot in my throat.
“I am sorry; I will never do this again,” I said while rocking her in my arm, and we both shed a few more tears.
I could hear her whimpers and her law hiccup, and each hiccup was breaking my heart bit by bit.
I opened my eyes when I heard a car’s screeching sound and a few cars halted, and I saw Sean get down wearing his shades. He walked to us when he saw us.
Looking at him, I don’t know why, but my anger flared up. Because of this vile man, I had to stay away from my daughter for two days. He is the reason for my daughter’s tears and her broken heart.
I know he can see my tears from behind the glass, but ignoring me, he walked back to me and faced Bella, who was hugging me as if I ran away the moment she left her.
“Why are little princes crying?”
He asked her, and Bella hid her face in the crook of my neck, holding me more tightly. And the happiness I felt at that moment was out of this world, and I held her even more securely in my arms.
“Hmm, so I can see someone is angry with Momma.” He again tried his luck.
“Not only her, but I am angry at you, too.” She mumbled, but he heard it.
“So, what can we do to make it up to you?” He said that, but Bella did not reply to anything.
“How about we take you to our farm? He spoke again, but with no luck.