Madrid

Alana

I don’t know where I was thinking when I agreed to go out with Raúl, honestly, what does he want? Humiliate me, show that you are desired by women? He didn’t wait for me to leave, and he’s already with another woman in a slightly embarrassing situation. I left without hearing a word from him, and went into the bathroom. Now, here I am, looking at myself in the mirror, and seeing my idiotic face, why did I trust him? Maybe Dani is right, he’s talking things about me, making up stories about us, and this guy Pedro is just reproducing. You know what, I’m not going to stand here shaken by a man. I don’t know how I feel about him.

The dance floor is full of people dancing, smiling, jumping, kissing, and here I am like a fool. I need to have fun, let go, dance. I haven’t done this in a while, and I think I’m rusty, but when I hear that enveloping Shakira beat , with her song “Loca” I forget about everything and I’m enveloped by the music. The good thing about listening to Shakira ‘s music is that I end up thinking I’m her, and I want to rock the same way, although I’m a denial, but who cares about that? The important thing is fun, dancing as if the world was going to end tomorrow. That’s what I do, I dance until I’m done. As I dance, I don’t think about anything or anyone, but I feel someone leaning against me, a hand touches my waist, and tattooed arms wrap around me. It’s him. I’m angry, it’s stronger than me, but I allow this contact. I don’t know, it’s good. But, he says something in my ear, and I get a reality check.

– Now I understand why Raúl has a crush on you! – I get scared, and I try to free myself, but I can’t, he’s stronger than me. So I decide to resort to the low blow I learned watching football games, a well aimed elbow to his face, and the opponent lets go of me, when I turn to face him, it’s the same guy we had met at the entrance, tall, black hair, and with that mischievous look. Pedro. What a clueless guy! I believed in victory, but the rogue pulls my arm in order to punish me.

– Look here, you bitch! No woman does. – Before I react, Raúl intervenes.

– Who do you think you are to act like that with her?

– Don’t touch me, Raúl!

– Why? What are you going to do with your scrotum? There’s no one on the team to hold me down here. So, I think you better not provoke!

– All this because of this girl? – So she must suck really well?

If Raúl didn’t beat him, I would beat him myself. He’s disgusting, disgusting. I know I must do something to stop it, but what can I do? Before doing, or saying anything, he already hit Pedro with a right punch, right in his eye. I panic, I try to hold him back, but I can’t. Nobody helps, on the contrary, they just look, some take pictures, that’s when the nightclub security arrives and manages to do what I couldn’t. Raúl and I were invited to leave, and Pedro sneaks out without anyone noticing. Something tells me he’s going to get in trouble

We get in the car, and I don’t know what to say. I see concern on his face, Pedro will set up a circus when he gets to the club the next day, and it was all because of me, not directly, but it was.

– Raúl , I’m sorry for getting you into such trouble!

– It’s not your fault, Lana. Pedro is a bastard, but he pays me…

– Raúl , promise you won’t fight with him again?

– Lana, I don’t have cockroach blood. You can’t listen to those barbarities and pretend it doesn’t bother you!

– But anyway. I don’t want you to get hurt because of me, it’s Tournament year, and Pedro knows you’re much better than him, and in the selection there are four vacancies: Álvarez, Valdéz, Enrique and you. This is his anger!

He looks at me and smiles, and the dimples form. I love your smile, and the dimples. He approaches, takes his hand to my face and caresses it, my heart races, and I’m in a mixture of confusion, at the same time I want him to kiss me, but I’m also afraid. Raúl is not blind, and he senses all my unease, he comes even closer, and I feel his breath on my neck. He gives me light bites , it makes me very lit. I feel his mouth approach my ear, he says something that makes me a little lost.

– I love you so much, baby!

Your words make me nervous. I place my hands on his chest to push him away. But it’s useless, it’s no use preventing your action, if I want it too. It doesn’t take long for him to take my mouth with such desire, his kiss is too hot, scandalous, no one has ever kissed me like this, I feel powerless with each thrust of his tongue, the touch of his hands on my waist, for my hair. I’m delivered to him, searing heat seems to burn through my body. I bring my hands up to his neck, I run one of them through his hair, while he squeezes my thigh. I confess I don’t want to let go of his mouth, but I need air, my breath is panting.

I break the kiss and pull away, he doesn’t fight back. Raúl looks at me as if I’m the most important thing in his life. If he had any interest in me, why did I never notice? The answer to that question seems a little obvious, I’ve never had eyes for another man, it’s always been Dani, and now I’m not really sure I feel anything for him. I think in a way, Edu was always right, maybe I got my feelings mixed up, or I could be so needy, that a simple gesture from Raúl left me like this.

I know absolutely nothing, I’m very confused, but maybe I should take my friends’ advice, stay with him and enjoy the moment, but I need to be honest. I turn around, look into his green eyes, which seem darker, and resolve to expose what I’m thinking.

– Raúl, I don’t know what to say! Before… Yeah… Before, you declared that you were in love with me, and…

– Alana, I know you don’t feel the same, somehow you correspond to me, it’s not indifferent, so no demands, no pressure, let’s enjoy the moment cariño!

– But, Raul…

I can’t say anything else, he caresses my mouth with his fingertips, brings his face to mine, and his lips lightly touch mine in a tender, tender kiss. He pulls away, and I feel a need to have his mouth and tongue invade me, I gather my courage and approach him, who looks at me curiously. I suck on his bottom lip, and with one of my hands I stroke his silky hair, as he wraps his arms around my waist, I deepen the kiss. My lips are sucking yours so hard, at this point the lipstick on my mouth doesn’t exist. A burning desire takes over me, is that what I feel for him, desire?

Obviously I’m not indifferent to him, his kisses, his hands roaming my body, his scent, and his affectionate way of talking to me, all this makes me vulnerable to him, and the physical aspects also make me restless. Her body is muscular like most athletes, her strong arms that enfold me, her beautiful face with that mouth that drives me crazy, that beard prickling on my face, I like to feel her, and her hair that made me discover recently that I love to play it. He looks breathless when we break the wonderful kiss, and so am I. Raúl looks at me with a mixture of tenderness and desire.

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I’m glad she took the initiative, that means she’s not indifferent to me, somehow she wants me too. I was taken by surprise, I didn’t expect him to respond, or react that way. I don’t know where this relationship will go, or what to expect, but one thing I’m sure of, I’m crazy about her. I take her to your house, but my desire is to take her to my house. I stop the car, and I look at her, she looks at me, looks a little nervous, and turns her attention to the door, and says goodbye.

– Thanks for bringing me home… I have to go… – she says and opens the door. But if you’re thinking that I’ll let you go without getting another kiss… I hold her arm lightly, and she looks at me in an attempt to free herself, mumbles something I don’t want to hear. – I need…

I don’t let her finish her sentence, I devour her mouth with fervor, and she doesn’t stop me. Then I invest even more in the kiss, one of my hands goes through his hair, and the other goes down to his neck, shoulder, trailing a path to his waist. I want her sitting on my lap, closer to me, smelling her more, and feeling her private parts against me.

I pull her close to me, and involuntarily she sits where I want, but it’s not the way I imagined. You must be thinking that I’m going too fast with her, wanting her to sit with her legs spread around me. But, you know when you want to conquer something, the day of your conquest comes, and what do you want? Celebrate like you want to get back all that time you’ve waited for… That’s how I feel. There were many years of keeping a feeling that I criticized, and now I want to make up for lost time, I mean, it wasn’t lost… The right word is, “DESIRED”!

The atmosphere between us seems to heat up very fast, I nibble her neck, and I go down to her lap, she emits a low moan, which sounds like music to my ears, and also lightly pulls my hair, and it drives me crazy. As you’d expect, it doesn’t take me long to get extremely excited, and my faithful friend decided to show himself, and Alana notices. She moves like she’s annoyed. Until he puts his hands on my chest, and says something very breathless, which I take a while to understand.

– Raúl… And… I

– What was it, sweetheart?

– Stop, I need to get in… – He says, and gets off my lap. I notice that her look looks scared, and if I remember correctly, this is the second time she has shown this discomfort. It’s ok that the first time I was a little thrown, but this time it’s different, I think we’re getting along. I watch her intrigued, and an idea crosses my mind, but I don’t think it’s true…

– Lana, I’m going to ask you a question, but you’re not obligated to answer it, and…

– What is the question?

– Are you still a virgin?