Mafia Desire (Erotica)

“It is.” Mom giggled, “But it’s a fun dirty. Being on your knees looking up while…” she stopped and seemed to catch herself. “It can be dirty if a girls doing it to any guy who comes around, but between two people who care, its fun, it’s about making the other person happy.” She paused, “Can I ask you something?”

“What’s that?”

“Do you lick her…”

“Yes!” I said quickly, not wanting to hear mom utter the word pussy.

“So you do it and she won’t.” Mom said softly, “Very frustrating.”

“It is because I… I like to make her feel good. I said that and she told me I don’t have to do that anymore.”

“She sounds like she needs to grow up a little.” Mom said, “To not even try is pretty immature. So that was the argument? You asked and she didn’t?”

“Yeah pretty much.” I left out the details that I’d slipped and pushed it in her mouth. “I feel stupid, I mean I guess it isn’t a big deal, but I…”

“You what?”

I frowned and felt another blush coming on, but figured I’d already said more than I was comfortable with and bit the bullet. “Kelly wasn’t just the first girl I had sex with; she’s the first girl I’ve done anything with.”NôvelDrama.Org content.

“Oh,” Mom nodded, “So you never have, then it is a big deal honey. Kelly’s not being very fair to you, Sean. You guys are supposed to want to make each other happy.”

“Yeah, but like I said, when I push her and she gets mad I feel like a jerk, I mean how important is it?”

“Very.” Mom answered, “Because it’s not just about a blow job it’s about her desire to please you. Honey if I knew twenty years ago, that at forty two I’d be having this little sex, I may not have married your father. Sex is important and when you’re in love it’s more important because even dirty things like sucking each other off is about love; loving to make your special someone happy.”

“Yeah.” I nodded more to cut her off then that I had anything else to add. The sucking each other off remark was another eye opener.

“I have to say Sean, this is a problem. Most people start off doing dirty things and having fun, then peter out as they get older. This girl is eighteen and already not very much fun.” She stopped then asked, “Are you happy with Kelly otherwise?”

“Yes,” I said immediately, “She’s sweet, she’s pretty, she’s…” I laughed, “The way she is with sex tells me I don’t have to worry about her being with anyone else. At least I know she’s a good girl.”

“Too good.” Mom smiled, “Honey, a good girl is a bad girl for her special someone, but just for him. So it’s just that one thing?”

“Yeah.”

“Well , you’re a good boy because I bet a good looking young man like you could find a girl to do that for you.” Mom laughed, “There were always those girls around. The ones that would just suck a guy off just for the thrill because he had a girlfriend.”

“Well I don’t want to do that.” I told her.

“What if it’s the only way? What if she never wants to? Long time to go without something that’s so much fun.” She sighed, “I love doing it almost as much as I love having it done to me.”

“Okay, mom.”

“Just the feeling of…” she stopped and nodded, “Sorry, its… it’s been awhile for a lot of things for us. I think your dad’s lucky I take marriage seriously because I get plenty of offers at work.”

“I bet.” I frowned, “You… wouldn’t, right?”

“I promised myself I would never find sex outside of this house.” She said, “Don’t worry Sean, I’m fine, just frustrated.”

“Like me.”

“More than you. You could leave Kelly if you chose, and not many stay with their first love. You could end up much happier. For me? This is it; sitting here wearing nothing but a thong, drinking wine and knowing that in the end it will be me and some batteries.”

“So what about Kelly?” I changed the subject.

“Up to you honey. You’re the one that will go without. All I can tell you is it’s not fun to not be satisfied, but hey, at least you get sex.”

“I just wish…” I shrugged, “I just want to know what it’s like, but you’re right, she’s not going to get better about it. I guess if I want to have that, I’ll have to make a choice.”

“Maybe not.” Mom said.

“What do you mean?”

Mom looked at me, an odd expression on her face.

“What is it?”

“I…” she swallowed and it dawned on me she looked nervous, “You know Sean a couple of weeks ago, I saw this…”

We both jumped at the sound of a car door in the driveway. Getting up, I peeked out and saw Dad walking down the driveway towards the front door.

“Hey, dad’s home!” I was relieved not just because it would end an awkward conversation, but that he came home and would hopefully take care of mom tonight. “Looks like the nights saved after all,” I laughed.

“Not sure the night is saved, but I think him coming home just now saved me from something.”

“I don’t understand.” I told her, confused.

“I… I thinks its best I never finished what I was saying,” she made a shooing gesture, “Better get going, honey, you never know your father might come in and find something interesting besides the news for once.”

“Okay, well thanks for talking to me.” I kissed her cheek.

“Sorry I didn’t really have an answer for you.” She told me, then putting her hand on my cheek said, “I just want to see you happy in every way Sean and want you to find the girl who will do that for you.”

“I want you to be happy to mom.” I said, looking over my shoulder at the sound of dad’s keys in the front door. “You deserve to be, you know, happy in that way too.”

“You really want your mom to be… satisfied?”

“I… sure.” I began backing towards her bedroom door. “You deserve it.”

“Good to hear my son wants me to be happy.” She smiled, “You never know when I might need you to cheer me up.”

“That’s what I’m here for. Gotta go.”

Mom blew me a kiss and I closed the door partway when she said, “Leave it open a little like when you walked by.”

“Okay.”

I did as she asked and saw dad cross the hall and head into the bathroom. I began to turn when I saw something move out of the corner of my eye. I glanced through the narrow opening of the door and saw the movement was mom’s reflection in the mirror over her bureau. I was going to turn around and head to my room, but stopped when she untied her robe.

“Room Sean, now.” I whispered, but remained where I was.

Mom let the robe fall open and I could see the inner half of her breasts and the patch of black between her soft thighs. Mom picked up the glass of wine and took a couple of swallows before putting it down and filling the second glass. When she leaned over, the robe opened more and I caught a glimpse of her tits before she straightened. Mom grabbed the sides of the robe and seemed be thinking.

“Take it off.” I whispered, surprising myself.

I glanced over my shoulder to make sure dad was still in the bathroom and when I looked back Mom was sliding the robe off. I stared at her creamy globes and my eyes widened, when mom cupped them and facing the mirror stroked her nipples. She gave the mirror a playful smile and lifting her arms over her head, wiggled side to side. I watched her breasts bounce back and forth and felt my cock stirring.

Mom turned from the mirror and getting on the bed, crawled up to the top of it, giving me a good long look at her well rounded ass. I could just see the bottom of her cheeks and licked my lips at the back of her thighs. Kelly was pretty and I thought she looked good, but she was a little girl compared to my mother. I heard something fall in the bathroom and that snapped me out of the trance mom’s body had put me in.

I shook my head and telling myself there was something wrong with me, headed into my room to do something about my aching cock. I lay out on my bed and unzipping my jeans, slipped my hand into them and groaned when I stroked my cock.

Closing my eyes, I forced myself to think about Kelly and her pretty little tits and that damn cock teasing mouth of hers. I stroked my cock faster and harder, trying to get off before my mind began to wander to the last woman a son should be thinking about when he was jerking off.

*****

I lay there reading through the latest Sports Illustrated while listening to my I-pod. Figuring mom and dad might be fooling around; I figured I’d pop in the ear buds and not hear anything I’d rather not. No, not entirely true. Fact was I didn’t want to risk hearing anything going on because I’d spent the better part of the last half hour trying to keep my mother’s tits out of my mind.

Yet no matter how hard I tried, all I could think of was the way she had looked in that little black thong. Those large round tits, her pink nipple, her ass and those ruby red lips. Mom was flat out sexy in a way Kelly, or any girl my age for that matter could never be. Mom’s blunt conversation with me wasn’t helping matters.

I kept hearing her say “sucking cock” and then her saying how much she liked it. I was stuck once more by the thought there was something seriously wrong with my father for not taking full advantage of having a woman like that.

I tried to focus on the magazine in front of me. I’d already jerked off once, and lost the battle of not thinking of my mother. I’d felt a mixture of excitement and shame as cum exploded from my cock to the image of my mother holding up her tits and begging me to cum on them. I looked up from the magazine and cocked my head. I felt, rather than heard something, and pulling the buds from my ears listened.

I didn’t hear anything and was ready to put them back in when I heard a loud bang and mom yelling. There was another bang that I recognized as a door slamming and then heard dad yelling. I heard footsteps in the hallway and then mom’s voice. Getting out of bed, I went over to my bedroom door and carefully opened it a crack to try to hear what was going on. I flinched when I saw dad standing directly in front of my door.

He was wearing a white t-shirt, but still had his suit pants on. It hit me that he’d been home over an hour, but was still mostly dressed which meant him and mom hadn’t done anything.

“I can’t believe you!” Dad called down the hallway, “You’re really kicking me out for the night because I have to fucking work?”

“You don’t have to work!” Mom shouted and Dad jumped to avoid his overnight bag which bounced in front of him. “You’re the damn boss!”

“How the hell do you think I got to run the firm?” he demanded, “Because I do things even if I don’t have…” he caught himself and mom jumped right on him.