He is mine and mine alone!!
CATHERINE’S POV
Call it an obsession. Call it craziness. I don’t give a fuck. All I know and will ever know is that I love Sebastian. I have loved him ever since we were in wolf school. Back then, he was among the tallest and most handsome guys in school and I, of course, the hottest girl. I was prom queen and managed all pageantry and modelling activities back then in school.
Sebastian was gentle and wasn’t the type that chased and slept with anyone with boobs, unlike his fellows. Which was one of the reasons I loved him. I gave him the green light. But he never came to ask me out. It was obvious he was intimidated by my beauty and personality. So I decided to grab the bull by the horns.
I convinced my parents to mate us together and arrange our marriage. It was easy because our families knew each other well. Not only was I beautiful and charismatic, but I was also the only child of the Alpha King and Luna of one of the most powerful werewolf kingdoms. Naturally, no parent would refuse such a match for their son. It was a golden opportunity, and I was glad they made good use of it.
Our love continued to grow stronger until the day that illiterate slave stepped her dirty feet into the castle. She may seem pitiful and innocent as a kitten like she wasn’t aware of what she was doing. But I knew her plans. She was a snake. A sly fox who was here to snatch my husband, turn him against me and steal my position as Luna in this kingdom. But I won’t let that happen. I rather be put six feet under than see it happen.
“Fuck that girl! Fuck the Slave auction,” I groaned in extreme rage and frustration, grabbed a pillow from the bed and tossed it away, causing the maid looking after me to flinch in shock and terror.
If it wasn’t for that slave auction, she wouldn’t have come here and I wouldn’t have known she existed. If it wasn’t for those stupid auction rules, Sebastian wouldn’t have retained her after she tried to escape on the night of our anniversary dinner. I gave her strict instructions to sneak out from the back of the castle. But she was so dumb she couldn’t do that.
I was in a precarious position now that Sebastian found out I was cheating on him. But I only did it because he denied me sex ever since that bitch came into this castle, leaving a woman like me sexually starved. I couldn’t bear that. I was desperate and needed to get laid.
I suspected Sebastian was sleeping with her. He always denied it vehemently each time I brought up the topic. But I could have sworn I saw him kissing her the day he took her in place of me without informing me of the cocktail dinner party.
I met Ken at one of my friend’s birthday party. He told me he sold jewellery in a large jewellery store in another kingdom. But I didn’t care to know what he did for a living. The only thing between the two of us was sex and nothing more. I enjoyed my moments in bed with him. But he was an idiot. A dumbass. I had told him to call me before coming to the castle the day Sebastian caught me in bed with him. But the dumbass said he wanted to surprise me. Now, see what his stupid surprise had caused.
According to their Alpha king rule. The only rule I managed to memorize; a married Alpha King could not be sleeping with his sex slave. He only had the option of making her a maid. But if an Alpha king catches his wife cheating, he has the right to take a second wife to be his Luna. That was the problem, he never for once treated her as a maid that she was supposed to be. And now that he found me cheating on him, he may decide to take her in as his second wife.
Gosh!! This can’t be happening. I won’t let it. My mind was running wild. I had to take drastic measures.
I had thought Sebastian would truly forgive me after I tried to kill myself by jumping off the balcony a few days back. He always did. But it was clear he was still angry with me. He didn’t even sleep on the bed last night and the other nights before. I needed to level up my game.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
I faked everything – the panic attacks, the suicide attempts. I did them just to make Sebastian love and care for me again when he was angry with me. It was easy because he believed me so easily. I tried it first at my father’s funeral, and Sebastian fell for it. He was so scared, I swear he could have peed his pants. I should’ve won an award for my acting skills.
I thought the last one I did worked, because of the scared look on his face and how he took care of me that day. But that wasn’t the case. He now thinks I’m crazy and needs to see a psychiatrist. I’m not going to see any psychiatrist! I was perfectly fine. It was the last thing on my mind at the moment. I needed to find a way to get rid of Brianna. I couldn’t let him take her in as a second wife. I would never let that happen. Sebastian was mine and mine alone.
My friends warned me to get rid of her if I wanted to keep my husband and position after they saw him with her on the night of the cocktail dinner party. It was supposed to be an easy task because she was just a slave. But Sebastian was making it so fucking hard for me. I had tried starving her to death severally. But it seemed like she was immune to starvation.
“Fuck her!!!” I screamed again, grabbing the second pillow on the bed and throwing it away, leaving the maid in the room more terrified than before as she proceeded to pick it and the first one up.
“Are you okay, Luna Catherine?” She asked as she approached me as if I was a wild animal she didn’t want to startle. “Is…Is anything the problem?”
As I glared at the terrified maid, an idea of how to get rid of the slave girl finally clicked in my head. No doubt this one will work and she won’t survive it.