Chapter 87
“Until you said I am not you’re life. I’m just
A part of it.
A rain fell down
I cried like there’s no
Tomorrow
I love you all my life
But you broke my heart
You make me cry
Cry…”
I still remember when Justine was.
These are the times when we are both confused. The time we broke up..
“Bridges:
Then someone told
Me all you’ve said is
A lie
Because all your life
You care for only one
You love once
And it’s me
No one else
Everything changes
A rainbow show
In the sky
Then you appear in front of me
Saying how much you love me.”
Mark told me that. The time when moo was not there. Mark tells me what Justine is doing and about her feelings for me. But that is not enough. I want proofs.
The crowd was silent the whole time they were singing. Some cried. Some are really sobbing. I even cried.. Because of what I remembered.
Even they themselves shed some tears. I remembered Justine’s concert back then like this too. The song carries a lot.
Dark Deimos Society is the only difference that has been sung today. People were already cheering. The others smiled.
A few moments of silence were replaced by thunderous applause..
They even sang Your Call by Secondhand Serenade and Stay Close Don’t go. Before the Concert ended. Had a Victory Party so went straight to the Bar. Yuan is with us. It’s almost jealous again.
It’s good that Raphael is with his girlfriend Ellie and it shows that he loves the girl too much.
Today we went to Santorini Greece for vacation. Really enjoy the place. There are beautiful views and baths.
After enjoying the day, Yam and I talked before we went to bed. I felt so relieved when he said I love you to me. Did I love you cut me? I’m overwhelmed. If it’s always like this, who wouldn’t be thrilled?
Tomorrow..
He woke up earlier. So I was surprised to see his handsome face. For petes sake! He’s hot when he just wakes up. A smile appeared on his lips. He hugged me very tightly.
I was about to get up. That’s why he hugged me tighter and put his leg on my hip.
“Later. Let’s go here first.” I nodded and hugged him back.. I snuggled into his muscular chest.
“You know I love being with you every day. Sleeping next to you. That’s why I don’t want to get up.” he said smiling while kissing my forehead.
“Kissing and hugging me is becoming your hobby.” I said here.
“Hahaha!” I just laughed. Silly!
Is it really like that when you’re handsome?! Oh, justice!
We have been in that position for a long time. It’s a really good feeling when I’m with him and next to him. I feel safe.
I feel. I am complete. No more no less. Just right.
It’s enough to keep me from wanting more or looking for someone else..
“I love you yam.” he said.
“I love you too yam…”
“I love you most yam ko..” he pressed our foreheads together while staring.
He kissed me quickly on the lips. Then he stared at me as if memorizing every angle of my face. I giggle.
He suddenly became serious.
“Yam, I dreamed.. Don’t think I’m going to leave you. That won’t happen. Just trust me, my yam. It’s not going to happen.” I nodded.
“Why yam? What did you dream about?”
“They said you went to another country and then you never came back. I was left alone. I waited for you every day. But no Yuan came.” I said here. Then the scenario was different. We went to Church. He said he did not show up at the wedding. I told him what happened.
‘You hugged me tightly. “I-I thought *huk* you’re going to leave me *huk*” *hugs you back* “why am I leaving you? I love you so much.” You just hugged me that time.’ I said. Then when we were at the Mansion. “You picked me up and carried me to the room. You put me down on the bed. You were going to get a handkerchief but I held your hand. I want tenderness. So you said “is my beloved yam tender? *chuckles*” he pulled you and hugged you. I put my chin on your shoulder. “sssh. I will not leave you. Don’t cry my love.” you said.
“I’ve had that dream before, yam. It’s just different from my dream. In my dream, the surroundings are quiet. I’m alone. There’s no you and me. Because you died.” he says. I suddenly felt sad.
He lifted my chin so that our eyes met.NôvelDrama.Org: text © owner.
“That’s not true, yam. So don’t worry about what you’re thinking.” he said. He smiled so I smiled too.
“Thank you..” after I said that he kissed me again and we got up.
We brush our teeth at the same time. Bathed at the same time. And he dressed me and I dressed him.
After we toured the beautiful area of Santorini. We went home because they had a great time outing. Our friends.
After we got down, the surroundings were full of noise. Hi. Get used to it too to these crazy people. We ate together. Then managed to go to the Alps.
We just arranged what to bring. Then we went straight. Joshua also has a house here like Drey.
When we arrived, Joshua took care of the entrance and our cottage. We immediately arranged our things. Then we ate lunch. Then we rinsed to take a shower. They did a two piece. I am not.
We had a great time there. We left the Alps at around 4:30 pm.
“Yam.. Will this happen again?” I asked.
“Yes if they want. Even if it’s just the two of us.” I looked at our friends who were fast asleep.
“Just tell me. We’ll come back here. If you want.” Joshua said while driving. I smiled..
“Witch! Be careful there. Always chat with us. Damn! You’ll be right back here, Bessy!” said Miles in a lively voice. I hugged her while nodding.
“Cousin! Tell me about it when you’re there! More foods as well as a welcome back!” said by my cousin Cindie. I just laughed here.
“Don’t forget to bring home a souvenir, huh. Take care of yourself there.” Regine said that. I just nodded. They really want that.
“Yes.. Yes.. You can count on it. Then what about you, we’re only there for 3 weeks.” I said. I’m leaving today with my workmates.
“Hmm.. Come back soon. We’ll miss you!”
“I’ll leave the key to my condo with Lucas. Is that okay? You guys will visit there so that someone can clean while I’m gone. It’s free to hang out!” I laughed. They just stared but were smiling.
“Why! We’ve even been made PM. Or him, let’s go. As long as we welcome him!” they said. I just smiled and nodded.
I said goodbye to her. Ate Kaycee was there first. He said he was going on vacation so he could watch over me. That’s sweet, isn’t it? I’m thrilled. Echoes!
They are busy because of businesses and careers in life.
I support them. Just where they are happy. I’m happy too.
I said goodbye to all of them. I’m also busy with the company and that’s why I’m going there.
When I turned back. Someone shouted. I saw Lucas running to me, panting.
“Wait! It’s Sandara. She’s already there. She said she’ll wait for you at the airport in Singapore…” he said.