Unspoken Pleasure

SYDNEY

The last week in May actually seemed to fly by for me at school. I felt warm and vibrant again. I kept thinking of Ty and his muscular body. Wondering, fantasizing how he would feel inside me. I kept pushing these thoughts away as I felt guilty and perverse but my mind would eventually return to them. I pleasured myself to orgasm every night before bed always pretending it was Ty and not my hand that was making me cum.

I decided last weekend that I needed to take care of me first so I spent several nights shopping for new clothes, getting new makeup, and getting a new hairstyle. Things that I should have done years ago if I had not been so busy feeling so sorry for myself. I spent that Friday night at home alone and I could not stop from thinking about TY as I read my novel. I kept telling myself that these thoughts were bad and immoral, that I'm a grown woman, a mother at that! It had been so long since I had enjoyed and savored these feeling that my inner urges were overpowering any rational thoughts I had.

I hesitantly picked up the phone and dialed Ty's number. I don't know where I got the courage. I didn't know what I would say if he was home. It seemed to ring for an eternity although it probably only rang 3 or 4 times before I heard Ty, "Hello." I was so scared that I almost hung up but instead I just froze on the line not knowing what to do or say. "Hello is any one there" I heard Ty say. After a few seconds I finally mustered up the courage to say,

"Oh Ty hi this is Mrs. G. how are you." (Oh God how obvious was I).

"Hey Mrs G how's it going. Is everything okay?"

"Everything's fine Ty. I was calling hoping that you might be able to help me out tomorrow?"

"Sure thing Mrs G. what did you have in mind?"

Looking back on that night I remember standing with the phone in my hand thinking what now! What do I need besides a good fuck!!!!

"Eh well I was eh hoping that you might be able to eh do some work for me around the yard. Could you?"

"Hey no problem Mrs G I'd be happy to. What time should I come over tomorrow?"

"Let's say 10:00 and I'll make a nice lunch for you when you're done. How does that sound?"novelbin

"That'll work for me Mrs. G. I'll see ya then."

"Great Ty. Thanks so much. Good night."

My heart was racing and my body was tingling with warm pleasurable sensations as I hung up the phone. I could not believe that I was acting this way. I felt like a young girl again waiting to catch a glimpse of the hunk that she had a crush on. How could I allow myself to feel this way? I didn't sleep well that night as I struggled with what to do. When I awoke on Saturday I quickly made my mind up to act like the adult that I was when Ty came over. I told myself that I would show him what I needed done, make him lunch, and then thank him for his help as I sent home.

I showered and put on the new white shorts and matching cotton top. The shorts were rather cute and rather short but I really liked the way I looked in them. The top was a simple and fit snugly. I eyed myself and thought wow not bad for a 36-year-old. I was snapped out of my trance by the doorbell and I quickly scurried down the stairs.

When I opened the door I was greeted by Ty's warm smile, "Hey Mrs G wow you look nice. You got a new haircut." I almost melted into his arms when I heard those words. I smiled and thanked him as I led him into the backyard. I told him what I needed done and said, "I'll be inside if you need anything." I watched him from my kitchen window as he worked. I was lost with forbidden lust. A burning fire raged inside me as I watched Ty remove his shirt. His chest was so marvelously ripped with muscles; muscles that I wanted to feel and touch so badly.

I kept telling myself these thoughts are bad they had to stop but my body ached with an overpowering desire. I could feel my pussy throbbing my love juices soaking into my panties. I moved my hand up to my breast and began to squeeze it through my shirt. I squeezed my legs together trying to stop the little wisps of pleasure shooting through my pussy. I felt like I was going to pass out as I watched Ty.

I broke away from my trance telling myself to get it together. I busied myself with making lunch staying as far away from the windows as possible. But it still persisted; that warm tingling sensation that sent mini waves of pleasure through the deepest depths of my body. It felt so wrong yet so good. How could that be I asked myself. Concentrate on making lunch and ignore the rest I chastised myself. But it was to no use as I soon found myself staring out the window my hand once again caressing my breasts.

I noticed the beads of hard work forming on his arms and chest as he labored with his assigned task. I thought how wonderful it would feel to have those sweaty arms wrapped around me at this moment. I went to the refrigerator and poured Ty a cold glass of lemonade. My legs felt weak and shaky as I went outside to offer Ty the glass of lemonade.

"Ty here is a cold glass of lemonade. It looks like you could use it."

"Thanks Mrs G. It's so hot out here today. Looks like we are going to have a great Memorial Day weekend."

"I know it's great to finally feel the warmth of summer."

"Mrs G. why don't you come outside and catch some rays I could use the company while I work."

"Ty you read my mind I'll be out in a little while. I want to finish making us lunch first. Let me know if you need some more lemonade."

As I went inside I felt my legs wobble with anticipation as it was getting harder to maintain my composure. I kept reminding myself over and over that I was a mother not a coed as I went upstairs to change into my swimsuit.

As I undressed I couldn't help but admire my body in front of the mirror. My breasts were full and rounded, my legs well toned, and my butt still round and firm even after all these years. I began to put on my one piece when I stopped and thought why the one piece, why not the new bikini.

I put the bikini on and looked at myself once again in the mirror. I looked wonderful but I felt a little embarrassed as it definitely covered less than the one piece. I put my robe on and trudged ahead.

Once downstairs I put our lunches on a tray and went outside to the patio. Ty saw me outside and stopped what he was doing to come over. We sat down and talked about old times as we ate our lunches. I had a hard time keeping my eyes off Ty's muscled torso but I managed to maintain my composure without drawing any attention.

I had to admit that try as I may to deal with the fact that he was only a boy I couldn't. I felt like a woman once again. It had been so long since my body quivered with heated lust that all I could see was a handsome rugged man sitting across from me.