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Wait he really wants me this can’t be right how could a guy like him want me. He is so far out of my league, it’s insane for him to even be somewhat attracted to me. Him wanting me instantly makes me start thinking about all the things that he would do to me. I am so off track with my work right now. I really need to focus but all I can do is focus on that Matt.

Oh, great here comes my boss I know that she has noticed that I’m distracted once again, and she is coming to tell me about it. Yay!!

“God Jessica you are not getting any of your work done you are totally distracted once again.”

‘I’m sorry Kendra, I am trying to focus its just I am having one of those days.”

“Well you need to knock yourself out of it Jess. You have work that needs to be completed unless you plan on being here all night.”

I do not want to be here all night, so I really need to concentrate and get this shit done. I can’t wait to get out of here. I have never wanted to leave so badly. I have never wanted to be on my phone for the entire day, like I do right now. Oh god, I think he is going to be my obsession.

That is going to just drive me crazy and I’ll want him all the time. There is no escaping him since he only lives a couple doors down.  I just really hope by the end of this, I don’t have to move out. I giggle to myself.

I finally do start to focus on my work, and it starts to move rather quickly and smooth thank God. As it is almost quitting time, I get excited to get the hell out of here. I gather all my stuff to leave then Kendra comes up to me.

“Wow!” I see that you got all your stuff done. I’m sorry that I was on your ass all day. I didn’t realize that you and Jake broke up yesterday, I just found out I’m sorry.”

“Oh yeah we did, I just  believe that we are both on different paths in our life right now. That he needs to find somebody that wants the same things that he does. So, we broke it off. He tried to give me an ultimatum, and it didn’t work out in his favor.”From NôvelDrama.Org.

“Wow!” You go girl you tell him that he can’t be doing that shit to you. Right!

I can’t believe you’re the one that broke it off with him, I sort of always thought he was out of your league.”

I have no idea what the fuck she meant by him out of my league please. He wants a family to settle down and be a family guy.  I’m just not ready for all that shit quite yet. It sort of pissed me off what she said, I have no idea what she meant by that. I go from gaining self-esteem to losing it in all one day. Go Jessica!

She has always been sort of a asshole to me. She never seemed to be a friend always judging everything. Well guess what fucking bitch maybe it’s time to look for a new job, I only think in my head for now. My phone rings on my God it’s Matt calling me. Really? I wonder why he is calling me, so I answer it.

“Hello what’s up is the building on fire or something wrong with my apartment?”

“No nothing is wrong at all. I just figured that I would pick you up from work so, you didn’t have to ride the bus home. If that is okay with you. If not I can go, you can ride the bus home. I’ll wait for you to get to your  apartment so can watch you walk your sweet ass in the door.”

“Oh that is incredibly kind of you.”

“I am actually almost done, so I will see you soon. Give me like 15 minutes and I will be down, thank you!”

“Sure thing I’ll be waiting for you.”

Oh my God, I’m at lost for words, I cannot believe that. He came to my work? I didn’t even think he knew where I worked. I mean come on, it’s not like I am not super excited to go and sit next to him. I am just super surprised that he just decides to pick me up from work. Just so I didn’t have to ride the bus home. I hate riding the bus, especially riding it at nighttime.

That is actually nice not having to ride the bus home for once. Instead, I get to sit next to him and smell his sexy smell. Oh I am so freaking excited that it makes me sort of horny and wet just thinking about it. I really need to relieve some stress. Maybe tonight just maybe he will help me do just that.

As I am walking down the stairs to leave the office, I see my phone is ringing, it’s my mother. She has been calling me nonstop since Jake and I have been broken up. I know that she is going to try to get me back with him. They have been a team and they’ve always been against me. I’ve been dodging her calls because I just really do not want to talk about Jake.

I answer, I’m so sick of him always trying to make me do what he wants. My mother tries the exact same thing yet again. She’s trying to get me to fall in their trap and do what they say. This time it’s not going to work. For once in my life, I am going to do what I want.

I then put my phone in my pocket and open the doors to go outside. That’s when I see Matt waiting for me. I smile at him and start walking over to his car, I’m so excited to see him.